I've been a right mardy old grumpbags this last few days...yes my life isn't how I want it to be but only I can sort that out...
Anyway I thought I'd write about something I am passionate about...women!
I came out about five and a half years ago to my friends (four and a bitto my family)...shortly after meeting a woman down the local pub called Lou...one night we got leglessly drunk ended up snogging on the street corner on the way home and then had a drunken fumble...'twas so much fun that I vowed to repeat the experience and since then I haven't looked back...
Yes prior to that I was straight...I had been out with quite a few men and was going out with a fantastic guy called Leigh at the time...however, after that drunken fumble it all started making sense...
I went out the following night to a few local bars and had never felt so at home as out on the scene...it seemed like the people there weren't afraid to be themselves and there were some of the most vibrant characters I had ever seen...
Alarm bells kept ringing...I realised I had to tell me friends and I freaked out big time...they accepted me though...
From that point I felt free to admire all the ladies out there in the world...the thin petite ladies who are so perfect to look at...women with ample cleavages...women with athletic bodies...the big bold beautiful ladies who always came across as larger than life...every woman was so different and every one was so beautiful in their own way...
I've been in a relationship with Claire for four years and I still take time out to admire women from time to time...occasionally what is even better is when Claire and I take time out to look together...as Claire always says:
"Couples who perve together stay together"
and I guess as long as we both look and don't touch there is no harm at all in that!!
but then I thought... that could be misconstrued... hmm... so maybe I'll change it "well I think women are lovely too" 
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2007-10-20 @ 22:30